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Katannabis – Spatial Distortion: Introduction

12 Apr

“Spatial distortion” is one of the first phenomenon of Katannabis to manifest itself. Together with “Time-slip” these two phenomenon help build the foundation of your Katannabis meditation experience. I had previously posted an introduction to time-slip ( see endnote # 1), so this article will introduce you to spatial distortion.

Although spatial distortion is a unique epiphenomenon of Katannabis, I first encountered it as a young man in Sensei’s Dojo in Palisades Park, New Jersey. It was around 1973. I was twelve years old preparing for my purple belt test. For that rank, a candidate was required, inter alia, to demonstrate competency in the six kata required for that rank. An integral part of the test was to perform at least one of the six kata (if not all six, at Sensei’s discretion and whim) blindfolded. Incidentally, as you can see in the photo below, I passed my purple belt test – that’s me, number 4, receiving my rank from Sensei Nick D’Antuano, number 3 (for a full roster, see Endnote # 3).

With your sense of sight deprived, Sensei would be able to test the extent to which the Kata was ingrained within your body and spirit. In addition, being blind folded also tested your technical proficiency in the physical performance of the Kata. This proficiency relates to a concept that I call positional coincidence. (See endnote # 2). Performing Kata blindfolded causes you to lose your orientation within the dojo. You have no idea of the direction you are facing relative to the direction your started in, or your position on the floor relative to any external factors (the walls, etc). This is the cornerstone of spatial distortion.

Katannabis builds upon this cornerstone. During a Katannabis session, you should perform parts of the Kata with eyes closed. Your internal compass keeps you visually oriented to what’s in front, back and on your sides. As you sightlessly move through the Kata, the sequences disorientate your internal compass. Thus, your position within space is disoriented. You and the Kata are abstract, a free-flowing form. You move instinctively on a sub-conscious level. The body (as aided by sight) is divorced from the conscious mind. This is spatial distortion. 

The loss of spacial relativity – the distorting of your sense of “self within space” is a building block upon which a deeply rewarding meditation experience unfolds. Effectively, what is “You” disappears. Your sense of an individual moving the space within the pattern of a Kata is lost. You effectively become first the Kata and then space itself. Through the Kata you merged or morphed into space. I have included some of my Katannabis notes whereby I attempt to capture this sensation for your review.

You may become concerned when you first experience spatial distortion. The lack of orientation in space could be, well, disorientating. Do not worry. It a natural part of the process. Further, if you are concerned about achieving positional coincidence (and thus performing the Kata technically “correct”) – forget about it. Such is a vacuous concern that distracts form the beauty of Katannabis. Rather, embrace the sensation of spatial distortion, welcome it, become enveloped in it. As you develop proficiency within your Katannabis ritual meditation, spatial distortion and time-slip will help move you along the path you are seeking.

I say the above, with humility. I have had some very significant experience with my Katannabis meditation in the past two weeks. To be honest, I am still digesting not only the profound experiences but also their meaning. I do not disclose my revelations at this point in time as not only am I submerging myself within their light. In addition, and I am sorry to say, you are NOT ready for such disclosure — frankly, I hope I am ready for the revelations  . . .

Cum superiorum privilegio veniaque*

Sensei John Szmitkowski

* with the privilege and permission of the superiors

Endnotes:

1. For an introduction to time-slip, please use this link:  https://senseijohn.me/2023/03/07/katannabis-time-slip-introductory-comments/

2. Positional coincidence is a unique attribute of modern (post 1930’s) karate kata. A kata will start and end at the exact same point on the dojo floor. By having your eyes blind folded, you are unable to track your location relative to your starting point during the kata performance so as to “force” positional coincidence by artificially hitting the mark. Thus, the blind fold is a physical test of the technical proficiency by which you perform the kata.

3. In the photo of my purple belt promotion: Sensei Dave Crum (1), Sensei Dave Church (2), Sensei nick D’Antuano (3), Me (4), Sensei Toni Fabi (5), Shihan Tom DeFelice (6), Sensei Paul Recchia (7) & Sensei Jeff Tyne (10).

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Sensei’s Journal: Entry # 13 – Katannabis & College Memories

26 Jul

A therapeutic benefit of Katannabis (the entheogenic combination of Kata-Rx and medical cannabis) meditation sessions is the ability to recall suppressed memories. Recently I recalled my college experience. This was unusual as my experience was not a fulfilling one. Definitely not one I would look back upon with fondness.

I attended Fairleigh Dickinson University (FDU) in Rutherford, New Jersey. I graduated in 1984 (Magna Cum Laude). I didn’t attend my graduation and simply choose to have my diploma mailed. The University was great. A wonderful institution in a remarkable setting. It was my ability to engage in it that was “off.”

With the exception of the first semester, I worked full time and attended class in the evening. So as to graduate in four years, I also took summer evening classes. There wasn’t a lot of free time to experience the so called “college experience.”

But, there was that first semester. I had saved what I thought was enough money for tuition. This allowed me to work part-time a few evenings a week and attended college full-time during the day. That was a great experience. Unfortunately it didn’t last. I needed more tuition than I anticipated. I changed to the evening sessions and got a full time job – again. My memories of college retained my experiences of the next seven semesters. That first semester was buried deep in my consciousness.

My Katannabis allowed me to recall many, many fond memories of the semester that I had long forgotten. I wrote a comparison of memories from that first semester and those of the subsequent seven semesters wherein I went at night. Lo and behold there were many more. Better still the memories were more rich and fond. 

My Journal Notes

I realized instead of allowing the seven evening semesters to define my college experience. I can choose to focus on the memories of that first semester. I felt better and Katannabis helped.

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Respectfully submitted,

Sensei John Szmitkowski

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  • Kata-Rx for wellness & mindfullness;
  • Katannabis (the entheogenic combination of Kata-Rx & medical cannabis);
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Sensei’s Journal: Entry # 12- The Panther

19 Jul

Seasonal work demands have dictated a change in the frequency of my Katannabis* meditation session. What was once my daily routine ( https://wordpress.com/post/senseijohn.me/3731 ) has become a weekly session on Sunday nights. Sunday being my only day off. 

To describe the effect of this change, I offer the poem The Panther, by Rainer Maria Wilke. Katannabis is now like the image that rushes into the Panther’s eye.

The Panther:

His vision, from the constantly passing bars,

Has grown so weary that it cannot hold anything else.

It seems to him there are a thousand bars; 

And behind the bars, no world.

As he paces in cramped circles, over and over, 

The movement of his powerful soft strides 

Is like a ritual dance around a center

In which a mighty will stands paralyzed.

Only at times, the curtain of the pupil lifts, quietly –

An image rushes in,

Rushes down through the tensed, arrested muscles, 

Plunges into the heart and is gone.

To be sure I still perform short meditations throughout the day. If I did not, I could get through the demands of the day. It helps be cope whereas daily Katannabis expanded me as a person.

The key is to maintain myself until the seasonal demands end and I again have the capability to return to my daily Katannabis.

* Katannabis is the entheogenic combination of my Kata-Rx program and medical cannabis.

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Respectfully submitted,

Sensei John Szmitkowski

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Katannabis Kata Syllabus – Origins

12 Jul

This week I would like to compare the Kata I used to develop my Katannabis syllabus and the original kata of the Goshin-Do Karate system. The Kata are presented in the order taught. Kata in bolds italics were incorporated into my Katannabis syllabus.  (For more on the syllabus, please click here: 

Goshin-Do Karate Kata * (for videos of these Kata please visit):

Taikiyoku

Sanchin

Ten-Ni-No

Fuku

Gekisai

Kunchaba (removed)

Kanto

Seienchin

Wansu

Ananku

Chi-Ni-No

Seisan

Gojushiho

Seipai

Chinto

Suparunpei

Regularly I will also perform the Goshin-Do Kata that were not formally placed into the Katannabis syllabus within the Katannabis ceremony. This allows me to more fully explore the Katannabis meditation experience.

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* The Goshin-Do Kata span the student ranks from white belt to San-Dan, Third Degree Black Belt.

Respectfully submitted,

Sensei John Szmitkowski

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Sensei John’s Journal: Entry # 11 – Physicality & Spirituality

5 Jul

July 4th, 2021. (Sunday)

The three day holiday weekend gave me ample opportunity to treat myself to in-depth Kata-Rx and Katannabis (the entheogenic combination of Kata-Rx & medical cannabis) sessions. This allowed me to delve deeply into the interrelationship between Physicality and Spirituality. In the coming weeks I’ll post some of my observations and conclusions.  For now, some introductory comments.

Physicality and spirituality concepts and methods are for most polar opposites. Physicality is found in the gym, or now, in a “cyber-gym.” Spirituality is found in the various Houses Of Worship. Both are desired, but sought through separate pursuits. In fact, the two are as intertwined as the classic “Yin / Yang” symbol. They are also directly proportionate. The more arduous the physical, the more profound effect on the spiritual. And, vice-versa. This is because the more arduous the physical the greater the draw to the “dark side” of states-of-mind. Thus the greater the need for the light of the spiritual. On Father’s Day my youngest daughter sent me a gift. A book,  inward by yung pueblo. I found the following:

reminder:

when the body is tired

the mind will often create

worries to focus on. *

This observation is is one that was revealed during my Katannabis exploration. Now, the question becomes how to mitigate the dilatory effects of arduous physicality? The answer is Kata. The methodology is to be found in either Kata-Rx or Katannabis.

In the coming weeks I’ll post my observations of the relationship between physicality and spirituality. This will start with the concept that Kata is the bridge between physicality and spirituality. 

Until then, I remain,

Sensei John Szmitkowski

ENDNOTES:

  • inward, yung pueblo (Andrews McMeel Publishing, Kansas City, Mo, 2018) p. 18. 

Try it yourself:

You can try my Kata-Rx for FREE, safely and conveniently in the comfort of your own home by enrolling for FREE in my online class: https://kata-rx.teachable.com/p/preview-kata-as-moving-meditation

Follow Sensei John on Instagram. Simply follow “1day1lifetime” for daily updates on all of Sensei’s projects:

  • Kata-Rx for wellness & mindfullness;
  • Katannabis (the entheogenic combination of Kata-Rx & medical cannabis);
  • Kata-Rx & Koan daily meditations;

Enjoy your Instagram experience with Sensei John.

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